I am one with dark winged feathers

Dog Days

"Happiness hit her like a train on a track
Coming towards her stuck still no turning back
She hid around corners and she hid under beds
She killed it with kisses and from it she fled
With every bubble she sank with her drink
And washed it away down the kitchen sink

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
The horses are coming
So you better run

Run fast for your mother, run fast for your father
Run for your children, for your sisters and brothers
Leave all your loving, your loving behind
You cant carry it with you if you want to survive

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
Can you hear the horses?
'Cause here they come

And i never wanted anything from you
Except everything you had and what was left after that too, oh
Happiness hit her like a bullet in the head
Struck from a great height by someone who should know better than that

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
Can you hear the horses?
'Cause here they come

Run fast for your mother, run fast for your father
Run for your children, for your sisters and brothers
Leave all your loving, your loving behind
You cant carry it with you if you want to survive

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
Can you hear the horses?
'Cause here they come

The dog days are over
The dog days are done
The horses are coming
So you better run"

Because I like redheaded girls, because Florence Welch is hot and because two or more good reasons.

I can see through it

Bleak Visions: III

I told her, prove that you love me. She kissed me... Later that night, I kissed her for what I hoped to be a last time. Don't have many more memories of that night. I've learned something that I dreadfully already knew but didn't want to accept. "Mankind" in all its glory, had put myself on the edge of a cliff again. Nobody pushed me, they just said to me "jump", I just had to jump... And I'll continue jumping from cliffs until all the secrets of mankind are revealed to me. I'll continue jumping while I get somewhat aroused by what I don't know.

Yes, the all thing of blaming mankind when it was only one or two persons who fucked you, is a clichet, but the truth is, all of us are capable of commiting this mistakes, and most of us are even willing of doing it, so yes, I blame mankind for all the stupity I see. I drank the poison, but it was mankid that put the glass in front of me.

Derelits II

Close your eyes and take a deep breath. Forget everything. Feelt that? Ok. Next time, do that and jump. As it goes by, it becomes easier.

Bleak Visions: Poisened Rats

Baby rat passes in front of me. Cute fellow is fearing my presence and hides. Poor little animal, so little and probably, already full os all sorts of diseases... There is trash everywhere I look. From broken bottles to empty packs of cigarettes, even underwear... No respect for nothing and no one, not even what has created us.

I walk around most of the times thinking that the greatest thing that could happen to nature would be the complete annihilation of the human race. We kill everything, we mess with what should not be messed and when disasters happen, we just say it was not our fault.No one is different from this, not even me. Our adquired nature is to destroy everything around us. Is to forget good values. Things like honour and truth do not have place in the real world anymore.

Mankind is acting like a self-eating, self-destructing cancer and we have nothing but ourselves to blame. Our long and excrutiating death is upon us and there is nothing we can do anymore. We said goodbye to those chances a long time ago.

Bottom - Tool ft. Henry Rollins

My compassion is broken now
My will is eroded now
Desire is broken now
It makes me feel alive
I'm on my knees and burnin'
My piss and moans are the fuel that sets my head on fire
So smell my soul burn
I'm broken lookin' up to see the enemy
And I have swallowed the poison you feed me
But I survive on the poison you feed me
Guilt fed, hatred fed, weakness fed
And it makes me feel ugly
On my knees and burnin'
My piss and moans are the fuel that sets my head on fire
I'm dead inside

Shit adds up, shit adds up, shit adds up, shit adds up at the bottom

If I let you, you would make me destroy myself
In order to survive you, I must first survive myself
I can sink no further, and I cannot forgive you
There's no choice but to confront you, to engage you, to erase you
I've gone to great lenghts to expand my threshold of pain
I will use my mistakes against you, there's no other choice
I'm shameless now, I'm nameless now, I'm nothing now, I'm no one now
But my soul must be iron 'cause my fear is naked
'Im naked and fearless
And my fear is naked

Dead inside, dead inside, dead inside
Nameless now, shameless now, nothing now, no one now
Shit adds up
And you see me naked now
Fearless now, naked now
Shit adds up
It leaves me dead inside

Hatred keeps me alive
Angriness keeps me alive
Weakness keeps me alive
Guilt keeps me alive
At the bottom

Bleak Visions: "The AA Meeting"

I'm D.E.. No need for real name here. The fact that none of you really cares about it, makes it trash information. Don't worry, we are all the same, there is just a few who know it.

I'm a claustrophic, semi-agoraphobic, paranoid schizoid. This place is suffocating. Shallow persons, liers, thieves, any kind of scum, I'll answer with hate. This godforsaken place just brings misery to everyone. No one cares about values anymore. All your rush in achieving something... Bullshit. Your rush is not to achieve anything at all unless you thing by screwing someone just because, you'll achieve anything at all.

There ain't real feelings anymore. How can you say you love someone if you're not willing to understand and accept it? Don't come with the "Oh! Love doesn't need understanding and the acception ", it is patetic. How can you hate something that is just like you? How can you dare to say that you're going to fight for something when you are too afraid to bleed?

This godforsaken place is the land of imorality, lack of values and hipocrisy. And we are all stuck in here... Together.

Locked doors

Should I or shouldn't I? Openning doors, for me, is something I like to do. Forget the fear, just give myself away to the mysteries. There is no "ignorance is bliss" in here. If a door comes in my way, I have to open it. I may say, I don't want to but, eventually, there will be the need to do it.

"Vi Veri Veniversum Vicus Vici" - "By the power of truth, I, while living, have conquered the universe"

Derelits

There are certain moments made for expressions like "Fuck off!", "Get lost!" or "Shut up!". But what to do when you're alone on those moments?

We all wear masks

Estrelas Decadentes