23/10/2011

So you've made it through another night... Can't say I'm not proud of you. Still, I can't say I'm proud of you either. Yes, you think the all universe is trying to fuck you and you took it. Once again. That is the one part that, can still get me fucked up with you... You're still that egocentric S.o.B.. But, this time, you were able to, at least, fake something. A smile, a feeling. You didn't fake it to the poingt that no one could figure out that was going on inside your head. You had to talkabout it, you're still that dependent. But, at least, you could fake aq smile. At least, that is what you say and what you think... Either way, I think you're improving... Sincerely, you know I don't like you. You're soft and you're emeotional. You're not cold enough to be trustworthy to persons like me. But, at the same time, you're that guy that keeps on repeating "it is just a ride" trying to not give a fuck about what goes wrong around him.

I sincerely don't know what to think of you as for tonight. I just don't know. Hope you join the "army" and that we'll become one once again and, at the same time, hope that I keep in my corner and you'll keep on yours.

Sincerely, Destructioner Extraordinaire to Sea B.

Move along, there ain't nothing here for you

Not on my days. Tired has fuck. The patience to handle somethings is running out and I think my time in some places is reaching its end. Respect means a lot to me and there are just a few who can try to cross the line. Lately, I've been feeling like there are some moroons who think they're above everyone and everything. That worked well with me untill teh day they've brought that shit to me... I can't seem find spirit to continue with this for much more.

Maybe this days must end. Maybe I'm just needing to really stop for a moment. Or maybe I'm just that fucked up.