quarta-feira, 9 de junho de 2010

Unconscious Awakening

I've been walking around in circles for... Fuck! Lost notion of time... This is keeping darker and darker, having eyes is starting to get useless... That bell makes it harder for me to get a little notion of orientation... Everything smells the same... Everywhere I go, there's that putrid smell of garbage... All the doors and windows are closed and locked... I wonder what place is this... And what was that guy talking about? I'm stuck in here, so I could give it a try, but how much can I trust in a guy that says he is me?... I guess not that much... And all of my supposed potencial... WHAT THE FUCK was he talking about? Reading minds? For what? To hear some asshole thinking about fucking? Almost nobody thinks anything besides eating, drinking, sleeping or fucking anymore! Most of those who think something beyond that, only think about fighting... Wow! What's that? Fuck! I'm seeing some light finally

- Hi.
- Wha?!

This wasn't the cold but pacient voice of the supposed me... Suddenly I felt shivers all over my spine... I knew that voice...

- He said you would react that way. - She smilled to him
- Do I know you? Your voice is terribly familiar... Have we met before?
- Of course we've met before. We're inside your head...

She kept on smilling while I was trying to figure out where did I met her, who was she, and why the fuck she was smilling...

-Why are you smilling and do you can read my thoughts to?
- I'm smilling because I was curious to see you here. No, I can't to that, you can relax now.
- Where have we met and why are you curious?
- It's definitely you... The same suspicious person... - Her eyes began to sparkle.
- You seem happy about it... - He was know adopting a more defensive positivion. - You still haven't answered my questions...
- It's fair. We've met a long time ago, you almost don't remember me now, but we used to be great friends back in the "old days".
- Like when we were kids?
- Yes, why?
- Don't want to offend you but... You look older than me. At least you look older than me when I last saw myself on a mirror.
- No ofense taken.
- Well, at least you can't read my mind.
- Ahahahah! Well, he did that just to be sure it was you. When a person enters your life, part of that person gets stuck on your mind. It's a usual "procedure" but from time to time, there is someone who gets so stuck on you that you stop controlling yourself. He doesn't get rid of it, that would kill part of you, he kind'a looks them.
- Ok... What the fuck?
- Yes, it's weird to know how your mind works on certain ocasions... - Her look changed.
- Why are you staring at me that way?
- All of that is your fault!
- Wow! Calm down!
- You've almost died you prick!
- Ok, this is getting awkward...

WTF?! I've almost died?! Am I in a coma or something? And who is she, I know she is lying about where we've met...

- Thanks to your careless attitude, you've almost died. Why do you think YOU've became colder? It doesn't refflect that much on your life for now, but somedayn it will!
- Ok lady, I think it's time for me to get out of here...
- Where are you going?
- There's that light over there, I wan't to give it a try.
- Don't be stupid! In fact, stop being stupid for a minute!
- That's it, I'm going there!
- No, you're not! Or better yet, if you go there, no one, and I repeat this, NO ONE will go there to save you! Not even yourself. - She took off... Disappeared in that misty darkness...

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