Perception

Woke up, and suddenly, there was light. Now I see why this place reeks... It looks like an open air dump, there's garbage and human shit everywhere. Yes, there are also other persons in here... But... How should I put this? They all must be blind and deaf... Emotionless too... Everyone walks around without looking at each others, sometimes going at each others but it's like going against a wall, they just try contour and follow with their lifes... I have to be carefull in here... If they were all having sex, this would be my idea of carnival bizarre gone worng... Everyone is naked, walking around their own filth... Shit, I think I'm going to throw up just for watching all of them falling, crawling and walking on their own shit.

Lost track of time. Hours? Weeks? Months? Years? It doesn't matter. All that matters is that I'm traped in here... For how long? Don't even know if I want to know that... I think it would just leave me in a way more depressive and numb state... Look at me already, I'm already talking to myself... I am alone, I stink, the few times in which I can sleep are just a sign of nightmares... The only two people who could help me, I threated them like shit and don't know where to find them... This is getting out of hand...