13/12/11

There are days in which I feel like I'm doing everything to much. I feel like I'm messing everything up just for doing what I think I'm supposed to do. The sun could shine in all its bright colours at day and the stars could just lay there perfectly at night, but still I feel like I have something turning and twisting my mind and I feel like I'm doing everything wrong. There is this feeling grabbing and the pulling me down. I get bitter and the delusional me starts making his way in. I get scared because the mask doesn't fit in anymore and I feel that everyone can see, hear or do anything to me, and I don't want to change this way anymore.