WTF?! WTF?! Everything was supposed to be calm now! Everything was supposed to be over! Instead I feel like I'm still getting jumped! They're still trying to corner me! Get the fuck way! NOW! I'm tired of all the violent thinking and all of this crap!!!
Go ahead... Jump now... There ain't nothing here to see... The abyss feels warmer that everything you have ever seen.
Go ahead... Jump me now... The abyss is cold and pointless like almost everyone of you! Corrupted, shameless... You're fearless, aren't you? You're strong, aren't you? You think you're invicible, right? Start drinking the fucking poison! If you want to, I'll spit you mine! I'll spit it right to your mouth! What are you waiting for? Tell me! WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?
You're not so brave, aren't you? All the fear you say you don't feel, all the strength you say you possess isn't real... You are as weak and pointless like almost everyone else... You're no hunter, you're no wolf! You're just another sheep trying to be something else... You're not invicible! You're made of the same flesh that I am! You want to know what's the difference? I know what I'm made of! I accept it, I love it and I don't care how patetic you think I am! I'm not here for your fun, I'm here for myself!
It hurts all of this, but my notion of fear keeps me awake... At least for most of the times... I've learned not to fear of my fears, they are my friends. Unfortunately, I've also learned not to fear my hatred, the corrupter of my heart and mind... With people like you, that ain't hard to happen...
You're all a piece of shit! there are times I think I should be more like you and just fuck everything! Forget the honour, forget the values... That is something, if you want to be someone in life without fighting for it, you'll have to abdicate... You have to act like scum and look like a classy guy... You have to be as s.o.b. as you can be but remember, don't get caught. Be a leech, come on, be it! But if you think sucking all the essence and stealing all the hard work of others hard, you can at least be a vulture, you just have to be near someone and wait for the leeches to be full, then, you just have to finnish their job... Like every day someone dies, you don't even need to be patient...
Fuck... I real hate this deformities of life... Remember, fuck honesty! Fuck honour! Fuck values! It's the only way you'll achieve something!
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