domingo, 4 de abril de 2010

4 Years

First of all, hi there future followers/readers or something else, hope you'll enjoy reading whatever the fuck I have to write/post/whatever... Not gonna start with a description of what I'm going to write about along the way 'cause neither I know what I'm going to do with it and how the hell this is going to workout (not really worried about that either). I'm not going to introduce myself because, well... I don't want to do it, at least for now. Moving along...

No, I didn't want to start with a somewhat emocional post, but hey! This was about to happen...

It as been 4 years since my grandfather's departure, one of the greatest responsibles for my education. He was, and still is my favorite person in the world and I miss him every frickin' day... Most of this 4 years were spent trying to shove all of my pain regarding this fact deep down inside, trying not to care about it or trying to find reasons to not even think about this... Unfortunately, this wasn't the answer, and when I realized it... BANG! Like a fuckin' punch in the stomach, pain came... And the bitch came like a mother fucking train... Now, everytime I'm starting to feel down, he is one, if not the one and only person who comes to my mind... Today marks 4 years since he was buried... In one hand, it seemes like it was yesterday on the other, since that day, I feel like I've grown older like I never thought to grow...

Wherever you are, you're my sun that never sets...

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